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[Dec. 20th, 2007|09:57 pm] |
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I have not updated. I have been busy with school and working. I now want to quit my job and just have fun . But then, I would have no money and no money is not a whole lotta fun. I am dreading/excited about christmas all in one. I dread being sad and thinking about Jake but I am excited to give away my presents, especially matt's because I think he will like it. At least, I hope so. And yes, I am also excited about seeing my family and getting presents as well. My family does not really celebrate christmas as a religious holiday, but just as a time to be together and give gifts and get stuff. We aren't religious ( except for my dad ). |
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| I never update |
[Jun. 4th, 2007|06:08 pm] |
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SO I am now. I have a job at the Bijuo 7 carmike cinemas theater in downtown chatt. My first job ever. I like having a job. I still havent learned to type. I am almost done with summer school, just a few more days left! I work and go to class and sleep. I work a lot. Its boring a lot, except during rushes ( I work box) or when Mia is there because she always makes me laugh. I have become lazy on my off days though, I just sleep a lot and pretty much dont do anything. That is ok though because i need the rest. I feel like im getting sick from lack of sleep . |
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| Finals |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|10:19 pm] |
Only one more final to go! It's next tuesday.. I really should start studying but I cant. This Western Humanities final is going to suck..I dont know any of that shit/I guess ill have to study this weekend. starting tomarrow of cource.. yeah Im a bad procrastinator.. oh well..
But yeah I havent up-dated in a while. I got an A in psych. and I took the math final.I went Christmas shopping for Michelle and her roommates( the only people I hang out with pretty much here besides Matt and Smurf and Chanda) . We had the Christmas gift exchange and it was awesome. I was looking at the pictures and I had this big smile on my face.. like I looked so happy and that's not usual for me- to look really happy in pictures, like I never smile showing my teeth in pictures because of my braces but I looked at those pictures and was like who the hell cares? No one. So I will have to change that.
I'm so much happier than I used to be. |
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| tired |
[Nov. 16th, 2006|01:51 pm] |
I feel pretty tired ... but happy because I got back my Western Humanitites paper that I wrote and didnt have time to re-vise or even re-read lol, .. but yeah , I got an A-. That's pretty awesome because even though it's an A- it's still an A. I liked writing it too because I got to be creative. I love to write, especially when there is only a vague outline you have to follow on assgnments because there is so much room for creativity. I had to write my version of Hell so I just made up a lot of things, trying to use Dante's The Inferno as my guidline. It is not really what I think of Hell, because I personally believe that hell is a mindstate and when you die you just die and all that good stuff but it was really cool. So I'm in a good mood today. Later, I'm going to work with Michelle on our Alegebra project, and hopefully we can get it done before the weekend.
Last night was really fun also because I went out with Matt and Smurf and Chanda and we went to the mall and hung out and saw Borat< which is an AWESOME movie. I was cracking up the whole time. |
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| random |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|11:18 pm] |
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I feel .. confused ... |
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| Surprisingly .... |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|10:02 am] |
I only got three and a half hours of sleep last night and I'm not really that tired. It was hard waking up but it always is for me . I have headache but I'm sure it will go away. Oh well, I guess the lack of sleep will catch up with me later in the day because I'm too awake to go back to sleep anyways. I guess I'm pretty damn tired, but I always have so much energy- sleep or no sleep.
I listen to music a lot- it helps me deal with stuff. There hasnt really been anything bad about college but all the work gets to you and I think its starting to get to me. I already feel like not doing anything or any work at all .. but oh well its almost the weekend. |
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| so it's almost the weekend , and.. |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|11:32 am] |
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| | Taking back Sunday | ] |
Yeah , I'm pretty much really excited about this weekend . I guess it's kind of funny that all I really look forward to in the week is the fact that another day is going by bringing the weekend closer. I love to party now - College is so much fun ! I love the freedom to do whatever you want. I love that feeling of being drunk because I feel so much more relaxed, less shy, and not as awkward in social situations.
I also know that when I start drinking I don't stop and that cannot be a good thing. I also know I have great friends who would never let me get too drunk, with the excpetion of the first weekend we went camping. But I guess since I'm going to be partying pretty much every weekend that I need to work on stopping. I think the reason I don't stop is that I don't want that feeling to go away, like at Reed's on tuesday night - I wanted more because I didnt want that feeling to wear off too soon, like it did.
I had my percussion lesson today and it went really well. I'm always in a good mood when I get out of it because I feel like I am learning so much and I really wish I had been getting lessons all my life but hey, what can you do , you know ? I am now and that's all that matters. I am going to improve so much this year and I am really looking forward to it because honestly, I suck at reading music. I pretty much just got by in high school. I was good in middle school but what does that count for now ? I was pretty good I guess in high school on and off - but that's my problem - sometimes I try , sometimes I don't , and I hardly ever practice and never regularly - only what I need to get by. So I am going to practice every day for an hour - except on weekends. |
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| procrastinating |
[Sep. 27th, 2006|11:37 pm] |
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| | Pink Spiders | ] |
I'm just trying to procrastinate a little more before I get started on my Western Humanities again that will keep me up half the night . So last night Michelle and I were hanging out in Reed's dorm and he had to leave so we said we would just stay and hang out there in his apartment while he was gone . He's like whatever and left and then calls two seconds later and says " are you seriously staying there ? " and I'm like yeah , that's what I said. We stay and then leave for Wal-Mart and buy brownie and blueberry muffin mix to make because his apartment ( Village ) has an oven and ours does not so we can't make stuff like that. So we're there when he gets back and we hang out for a while and I have some " party stuff " - just a little , but enough to get me tipsy for a while. We end up not leaving and sleeping on the floor on a futon thing. It was freaking cold though. We left at like seven this morning and opted not to work out because we were so tired and cold. Today was pretty fun. I practiced for my percussion lesson for 45 minutes - I think it's becoming a habit to practice ( two days in a row !) ! I really need to study now .... |
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| weekend |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|03:18 pm] |
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| | Imogene Heap | ] |
So I never updated for over the weekend and I just thought I should considering it was quite eventful to say the least . I went camping which was fun ,only I had a hard time waking up the next morning. It's pretty cool that I didnt get totally trashed like last time because I actually remember pretty much everything, though some things are confusing - and honestly , I'd rather not remember them . Not that they're bad ..just .. awkward. The game saturday was awesome ! We won by one point in the last 3 seconds .. and cymbols are so much fun to play in the stands . I can't do those awesome twirl things yet , but I'm working on it ! Saturday night there wasnt much going on so Michelle and I decided to go to sleep . I pretty much love the weekends and don't really feel the weekdays . I don't particularly enjoy spending every single night at the library , which is what I've had to do a lot lately . At least the psychology test is over though , because it was kind of stressing me out - but yeah there is always something else like two papers that are due next week in Engish and Western Humanities. |
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